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The Baby Purge

About two months ago we bought our new home. It's a 2000ish sq ft brick ranch. So not a huge house by any means but plenty big for the three of us. Or at least it should be. Many years ago the two car attached garage was converted into living space. Personally I'd rather have… Continue reading The Baby Purge

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Healing Vibes/Kure Beach

After my mom found out about our miscarriage she insisted that she come visit. While my husband probably could have lived without week long visitors it was such a good experience for me and Teddy. She even brought along my grandma! On their last full day in North Carolina we decided to take a day… Continue reading Healing Vibes/Kure Beach

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A Long Time Coming

I shared this on Instagram a couple of weeks ago. Between buying and moving into our new home and just plain not wanting to talk about it I avoided making the announcement on my blog. This is our 4th total loss and the second loss after the birth of our son. We're still processing everything… Continue reading A Long Time Coming

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Life Lately

A week after my miscarriage I decided to write about the experience.  At the time I felt like I needed to put all my thoughts and feelings out there to fully process it all.  And then my dog stepped on the keyboard and erased half of it. So it happened.  It's over.  It makes me… Continue reading Life Lately

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This too shall pass

Thanks all for the kind words but unfortunately I started to bleed last night and my ultrasound today confirmed a miscarriage. Needless to say I'm heartbroken but this loss is a little easier than my first two because I have this beautiful little miracle baby to cuddle. His laughter will heal my heart.  

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Gone but not Forgotten

Our first baby that we lost was due in early March 2015.  It's a little crazy to think if circumstances would have worked out differently we would be the parents of a 1 year old right now. At the time it was the worst thing that ever happened to me.  I couldn't fathom wanting a… Continue reading Gone but not Forgotten