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Healing Vibes/Kure Beach

After my mom found out about our miscarriage she insisted that she come visit. While my husband probably could have lived without week long visitors it was such a good experience for me and Teddy. She even brought along my grandma! On their last full day in North Carolina we decided to take a day… Continue reading Healing Vibes/Kure Beach

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A Long Time Coming

I shared this on Instagram a couple of weeks ago. Between buying and moving into our new home and just plain not wanting to talk about it I avoided making the announcement on my blog. This is our 4th total loss and the second loss after the birth of our son. We're still processing everything… Continue reading A Long Time Coming

infertility, Life

Life Lately

A week after my miscarriage I decided to write about the experience.  At the time I felt like I needed to put all my thoughts and feelings out there to fully process it all.  And then my dog stepped on the keyboard and erased half of it. So it happened.  It's over.  It makes me… Continue reading Life Lately

Baby, infertility, Theodore

This too shall pass

Thanks all for the kind words but unfortunately I started to bleed last night and my ultrasound today confirmed a miscarriage. Needless to say I'm heartbroken but this loss is a little easier than my first two because I have this beautiful little miracle baby to cuddle. His laughter will heal my heart.  

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What a Rollercoaster Ride!

Between last Thursday and this Monday my beta hcg results only went up one point. As I geared up for a miscarriage, a nurse from my clinic called and asked me to come in for an ultrasound on Tuesday. They knew there was a good chance of not being able to see anything because the… Continue reading What a Rollercoaster Ride!

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Hurry Up And Wait

Right now I'm pretty much just in this holding pattern.  My HCG levels continue to go up but just barely.  It's very evident this is not a viable pregnancy and they keep saying the miscarriage will happen eventually but I want eventually to be now. With my first pregnancy I was offered a D&C when… Continue reading Hurry Up And Wait